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James Lambert's avatar

You say that Adam Smith “famously” said something or he has a “well-known” concept. Academic writing, I find, is more like Anxiety Writing. Anxiety of influence or anxiety of lack or anxiety of banal. Anyway, I don’t know anything about Adam smith, and this essay really helped. Thanks.

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Bryce Gessell's avatar

I've never read this book but it sounds interesting. I have also always admired your restraint in the way you treat your student evaluations—I wish I were able to wait until the summer to read them. I read them as soon as they are available after each semester, no matter what, so I know exactly what students said, and this is the case even though I know that they're pretty meaningless.

I have written a couple novels and am working on another one now and when I tell people the first thing they always ask is things like, who is the publisher? Do you have an agent? Have you sent a query letter? Things like that. But I've not done any of those things and don't feel any motivation to. I have thought a lot about why this is, and I think it is part out of fear of criticism (I do not hope they are good, or fear they are bad; I know they aren't good), but also it's just from a general apathy toward the whole process. I have seen a lot of fiction writers get really enamored with being *PUBLISHED*, but having published many things in academia, I am crystal clear about the fact that being published does not mean you have produced a quality piece of work; it just means that you found someone willing to publish what you wrote.

I also had an experience recently where I walked into the library with my kids and looked at all the books and thought, the vast majority of people will never read the vast majority of books. Of course this is obvious but that fact impacted me for the first time and I thought of my own writing and I thought, if I'm not doing this for myself, then I'm doing it wrong. I need to be writing this stuff for me, and not for anyone else.

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